It was her normal routine to cycle to my grandma's house (they were best friends), on her bicycle with an umbrella for shelter. I was there, watching her stepping in.
After a short stay, nanny then left grandma's house. While she was half way cycling, I noticed that she forgotten to bring her umbrella along. I shouted for her name and ran towards her, passing her the umbrella. I even managed to "touch" her before she leaves... Just before she disappeared, I called nanny's name again but she never turn back and look at me...
It's my very first time to have such experience, dreaming of a loved one, who had just passed away =/ She's definitely close to my heart. I still couldn't accept the fact that she's no longer around and I've to permanently stop visiting the place that I used to grow up... Sighhh... *Life*
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So sorry to hear about your nanny's demise. Memories will forver remain and I'm sure you have wonderful memories with her.
thanks for the thoughts, eiling :)
NOT FAIR!!! Why nanny didn't visit my dream??!!! =( Well, i guess that's a sign that she wants to see you for the very last time before she goes to heaven. *sob* Time flies... It was 3 weeks ago she left us. I will NEVER forget her. Geez~ I miss her so much now.
Each time when read this blog of yours, my hands are cold... and i eyes are watery.
Time flies~ and it was 4months ago when she left us. This year CNY, we won't be going to her house anymore.. nor during mother's day. I miss her very much, cent... =,( I wish i could touch her for the very last time...
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